Dealing....but am I, really?

Find myself slightly less insane today. Instead of obsessing my everythought intoafullblownpanicattack. I am able to break up my ride on the crazy train with some actual big people things, like work and bills. Hizaah!

Doesn't help that I come home and she is just as pretty as she was before. It hurts that I fall in love with her the more I see her. She says the 18th is her move out day *Deep breath*