Podcast challenge

I've been seeking help from YouTube and podcasts. Don't laugh, it's the more serious ones on how to deal with loss, love, breakups, and life after. I found several people that have nearly the identical experience I have had.

I'm still hurting as if my insides had been scooped out. Faylene still cannot give me a straight answer and I've stopped asking. She wants someone else and I just need to process that. Didn't say agree but I do have to move past it or I will be consumed by jealousy, anger, and hatred. Which would all be legit considering but would it be the best for me? 

I can't change the situation but I change how this situation changes me. I'm aiming for a better and emotionally healthier version.